oh my ***k*** god!!
my space is left vacant for ages!

along my journey to become a better man like robbie williams, i researched alot of things
yet,i forgot one of the most important element in a MAN's life
friends we all got many,but the one who will truly put effort to understand us is few
but some guys see friends as an object to entertain oneself like others should entertain them
don't laugh AT your friends,laugh WITH them
life is much much easier if we had our friends help us yet we cannot blindly depend on them

recently, few of my friends had a little downturn in life
but i do know that wont bring them down
i was reminded of my national service,
i was really really scare the day before going to camp because there is a lot of people died in camp
even though i said im not scare, its actually quite scary if someone goes to an unknown place a lot of unknown people
but i do know is if i escape, someday the goverment will hunt and end up ther eventually
and unbelievably,it was not all that scary,and with the little advatages i have i can live through this with no problem
and i do believe that everyone has their own unique advantages that will help them conquer hardship

someday we will be seperated by our family, jobs, wife etc
yet i hope that one day
40years from now, we will able to get together,sit down at a coffee shop and chat whole day like there was no end of it
sad or happy,lose or triumph,married or divorce we all share stories

i wish on the wishing star that flew through the dark sky,
40years from now, we will all remember that we have a promise to keep and gather together
though we're far apart,you're always in my heart

From: Ah Pang
To: the greatest pals